Fear of the Lord

Today we watched part one of a video series by Fr. Ron Rolheiser the "Many Faces of Fear: Exploring the Roots of Religious Fear"  I liked this quote from the end of the video where Fr. Ron explains what we fear most as we approach God:  "Fear that God is not as understanding and compassionate as we are. Fear that God is not a big-hearted as we are."

Poem: Fear to Freedom

I wrote this poem when I was struggling with the frustration of feeling that my life was diminished because of fear.  It's been a long journey that still continues.  Maybe you can relate.

From Fear to Freedom

I’ve lived with fear all my life
Believed him bosom friend
Welcomed him into my heart
Time and time again

He comes with kiss upon my cheek
Like Judas who betrays
I’m blinded by the lies he tells
Caught up in all his ways

“Don’t go against the crowd!” he says
“It’s best to be a pleaser”
“Tell them what they want to hear”
“Life will be much easier”

“Pay precise attention”
“I’ll tell you what to do”
“You have to get it perfect”
“Or the blame is all on you”